Decision

dear john,

where are we at? where do we stand? aren't you tired of this weird merry go round?no more games, no more crazy talk, no more useless complications...so here it goes. i want you for my own every damn moment of the day, i want to feel you close to me in the morning and even closer at night, i want to laugh with you until we grow old and then laugh some more, i want to run through the house with you and play backgammon on the front porch, i want to lay naked in the sun with you and act silly with no care in the world, i want to lose myself completely in you until you lose yourself completely in me...
i love you john...