Tuesday, November 3, 2009

I'm on fire


Hey little girl is your daddy home
Did he go away and leave you all alone
I got a bad desire
I'm on fire

Tell me now baby is he good to you
Can he do to you the things that I do
I can take you higher
I'm on fire

Sometimes it's like someone took a knife baby
Edgy and dull and cut a six-inch valley
Through the middle of my soul

At night I wake up with the sheets soaking wet
And a freight train running through the
Middle of my head
Only you can cool my desire
I'm on fire

Desire





dear joaaan,

i only just met you but i know that i want to do bad bad good things to you.
i want to eat up every inch of you.
slowly.
methodically.
with my eyes closed and senses open.
to taste.
touch and feel.
your scent.
to hear every move, every twist and turn.
i will do
i will be anything you want.


Sunday, November 1, 2009

Arizona


Dear John,

I want to be your light. I want to be your sky.


Saturday, October 31, 2009

definition


dear john,

you're my boyfriend, and i want you to be as such. but honestly, i'm not sure you even like me that much. i want to know if you love me and it's a hard thing to ask out loud. maybe because the answer could be no and that's about the last thing someone wants to hear.

i guess it's about me deciding what defines a relationship to me and in turn what i want from you going forward. one of the things i most appreciate about you is how independent you are as it gives me the space i need to live my life for myself, yet i cannot deny that i do want to be in this together. you as you- me as me, each with our own ways of living, defined by our own interests and desires. but i know that i do want to be in something emotionally intimate with passion, deep respect and holistic love for one another. and you remain a mystery to me most of the time, you don't share yourself with me. i don't even know you, boyfriend.

Thursday, October 22, 2009

A Little too Late



Dear Joan,

Sometimes I get sad thinking about how we were on the way to having it all!! The perfect relationship... I miss our happy times sooo much. And I miss you as a person, a confidant and a friend. I hope to see you again. Talking with you is so easy and I usually like your perspective. Let's get together sometime ....no head games intended!

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Love Sick


Dear Joan,

The way you look at me, the way you speak, the stories you tell the secrets you keep. I love you. I love yours, you and now mine. Your body pressing against mine as if it was meant to, it was made for me. I was made for you. I want to reflect all the tenderness and light shinning from your eyes, your mouth your hands.


Sign, Love Sick.

Friendly Benefits


Dear John,

I know we've been completely non-sexual friends for years, but seriously- sometimes I just really want to fuck you. There I said it.