Ultimatum

Dear John,

Why must you pull on my heart strings?..
If you really truly loved me, the thought and fear of losing me would destroy you. But the only person you truly love is yourself. Why is it so difficult to cut ties with someone you are hurting?
We go back to the pain over and over again, in a way as if we were seeking comfort in its consistency. Just do it already, I've already showcased that I cannot leave you. I cannot make you love me the way I want to be loved, and you seem to be unable to.
Love me in a mouth watering, can't wait to see you again, ridiculous way, or leave me alone for good. Yes this is an ultimatum.